This week has been the shortest, but also the most exhausting week ever. I slept at 10+/11 for the past few nights but haven't fulfilled my sleep debt ):

Received lots of pressies from my darling cca mates. They are so freaking awesome and I love them so much <3 (: And concert is approaching so I'm really motivated to work harder to perform my very best!

And went out for Wii session with the girls in class, had a really awesome time(:

Its during such times where you find that there IS hope in life and really want to do your best in everything.

Shall sleep early tonight, and then start on my studying early in the morning tmr :D

 Hwaiting everyone! (:

You wonder what is the definition of perfection.

 

Does it necessarily mean the flawlessness of things? Or one being a picky one in what he does? Or being so cute, adorable, handsome?

 

To me, its none of the above.

 

I was and always have dreamed of fairytale endings, love that lasts forever, one's destiny to be perfect.

 

Now, perfection to me is subjective, only you know it yourself. When your seemingly gloomy and dark world is suddenly shone upon, brought about that mere being. To me, perfection is of fluffy white clouds and baby turtles and giraffes, of snarky smirks and melodious voices blending in perfect harmony, despite each uniqueness of one's voice.

 

they kry The world is perfect. MY world is perfect.

 

Because i deem it to be this way. (:

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Oh god. Can I just ask you to freaking STOP DISTRUBING ME? Its so utterly annoying. You're pushing me to the limit, dude.

My nose is being all horrible. If it continues running away, I'm gonna turn into Voldie (quoted by shiaowei LOL)

And I'm sick and tired of you being such a. I know that you hate us, but badmouthing us behind our backs ain't gonna work. We've got eyes everywhere helping us check :D

And you, stop pretending you love all. You aren't being true to yourself, you're being unfair to innocent people.

Please, just stop this. I beg you.

I sometimes ask myself why I'm doing this.

 

I haven't found an answer.

 

So you. STOP IT.

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Warning: Hardcore fangirling. Don't say I didn't warn you. (:

If I could just ask last night to be repeated again. And again. And again.
I would do anything for it to happen.
It was a dream, too surreal to be true.
But the tattoo on my arm served to remind me how freaking, truly real it was.
*It would be appropriate to insert a fangirl scream here*

Been anticipating for the 19th of Feb the whole time, and even on the 18th Feb, we went through great lengths just to get merchandise and free banners/cards. Managed to get Jongwoon's, have to thank my besties for it :') And we managed to get all the merchandise we wanted, which was heng cos it was selling like hot cakes.

On the 19th, I woke up with immense excitement and almost giddyness. Headed to SIS with the girls darn early, where we started squishing each other just to get cards. Managed to get a few, so I'm really happy about that(: And of course, when we headed into the venue early, I was so happy to see so many banners on our seats :D esp the Yesung one that I have been waiting FOREVER to get <3 <3

When the lights dimmed, it was intense screaming for us. I was totally like: Omg I cannot breathe, want die alr. And the aunty (yes, an auntie goes SS4) turned around and smiled at me and replied: cannot la! cannot die before them. Then I was totally embarrassed haha.

When the first song, Superman was up, as the shadows of nine man appeared, I almost started hyperventilating. It was too good to be through. And as the first note pierced through the air (YESUNG's AWESOME VOICE!), I knew that it was REAL.

The entire sequence of performances was breathtaking, everything left us wanting for more. The water fountain and moving stage was FANTASTIC. And I couldn't keep my eyes off Yesung the whole time, capturing every single detail of him in my head. <3

I'm so glad they decided to sing live. KRY's adlibs were KILLING me. Yesung's was so darn powerful and lovely, Kyuhyun's was rich and baritone, and Ryeowook's was refined and well - undescribably amazing. Its a no wonder they're called KRY.  I love these three guys so much <3 (:

Now, onto the solos - Out of all the solos, Oppa Has Risen BEAT EVERYTHING HOLLOW. The heat was rising, and EUNHAE was too good to be true. The fanchants of: OPPA! OPPA! Were just LOUD and hyping up the entire mood, until I started dancing with my lightstick. (LOL)

The second best was Eunhyukkie's Handsome Glowing Jewel self-composed rap, WHICH WAS LIKE TOTALLY FANTABULOUS. I mean, the entire crowd was unanimously going: LEE HYUK JAE! Oh gosh the song is so catchy, it couldn't stop ringing in my brain last night. <3

Of course, within the top three had to be my dear yesung's solo, Han Namja. As he took the stage, I couldn't help but awe at his charisma, his stage prescence. It was so alluring, for those four minutes, the world ceased to exist - there was only me and him. I didn't even realise that I had stop moving my lightstick, but instead had leaned forward with intention. He was perfect, every bit and fibre of his being was absolutely perfect, and I was just so awestruck at his powerful vocals; on how he hit the notes freaking wonderfully. It almost brought tears to my eyes. And when it ended off beautifully, I screamed like hell (the most in the entire concert, possibly). Thanks for the most wonderful ballad performace, dear <3 <3

Ryeowook's solo was a SCREAMING item, he was so damn cute and hot and sexy and handsome at the same time (IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE?) And the Hyelim, OMG I am just so darn jealous of her. She practically touched him everywhere, bleh. And RYEOWOOK ABS! I WAS TOTALLY ANTICIPATING IT AND I AM TOTALLY SATISFIED HAH. :D :D :D

Oh! Kyu is definitely a born musician. His piano was <3 and his HARMONICA was <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 I freaking died when he put on sunglasses and snapped up that jazzy tune. Oh gosh <3 he's so darn good looking and talented. (: (:

Loved Leeteuk's saxophone playing, it was awesome. And his PIANO! omg so talented la. And so gooooooood hehehe. Shindong's perf was AMAZING, I mean he beats Hyuna hollow man! I was laughing and cheering like mad. :D Henry was so darn cute and DAMN TALENTED AT EVERY INSTRUMENT! And also Siwon and Sungmin were great as well. Zhoumi's solo was nice too. (:

The fanchants for Mr Simple, Our Love and Sorry Sorry were DEAFENING. It made me so proud to be an elf, especially when Leeteuk and Shindong started tearing horribly. Awww :')

And the FINAL PART! The highlight that made my day! Was the water fountain splash part! OMG when they started sabotaging zhoumi, siwon, donghae, I already started praying that yesung would do it, cos he was just standing there like a boss, LOL. And when leeteuk suggested Yesung, I just didn't care, I just stood up and screamed: YESUNG! YESUNGGGG!!!!! Approximately a thousand times. Seriously, I was the only one in my block standing, but WHO CARES? I WANTED HIM TO unbuttonandthenhistorytorepeatitselflikess4taiwan. And he was so cute and dorky, shaking his head and waving his small hands, and the best part was when he said: NO! NO! So uber cutely that I almost died of PURE SPAZZATION. I mean, can anyone get more perfect than this? omg laaaaa! And I was growing so desperate that I kept shouting his name, not caring that my voice cracked etc. And FINALLY, FINALLY, he agreed to do it for the fans (YAY ME!) And I was so happy I was screaming again, and my eyes were entirely peeled on him tryingtoseesomegoodness [pardon me, I'm just a wishful fangirl] AND OHMYGOSH SIWON HELPED HIM UNBUTTON HALF OF IT REVEALING HIS CHEST. Please la Siwon, why u never unbutton the whole thing? Not enough leh! Must be like SS4Taiwan like that!!!!! :P but of course he went into push up postion with sungmin and shindong and the water came up. He only stayed like that for awhile though, coming up and oh gosh his front view - i totally wanted to die (or rather fling my arms around him and never let it go) and then finally they went around doing last bows and then went.

And it ended. On a high note.

SO AMAZING RIGHT?!!??!??! Gahh! I am getting so excited thinking about this! omgggg. My WISH CAME TRUE :') FINALLY YESUNG DID WHAT I WANTED HIM TO DO IN SPORE. :') I love you so much my turtle bb!!!! <3 <3 (:

Well, 19th of Feb is going to be the best day of the entire year. (: There's no doubt about it.

I'm proud to be ELF, proud of being part of the sapphire blue ocean, proud of loving super junior the way they are.

For they are Super Junior, The Last Man Standing.